Hey I really love you all, but there are a lot of you on my f list that I only talk to once a month or less.
I hope you wont be too hurt.
I swear to God, all the looneys (the mentally retarded) people here are all off their marbles today, they are super bizarre today. I can NOT take it. I'm going to go out to lunch and then come home and stay in my apartment and hiding under the rug.
This place was originally for physically handicapped and elderly only. But then now they have been letting "mentally challenged", and insane people in here, Yes I said insane people. I don't feel safe here anymore.
But I can't go live at mom's now that mom is a retard too with her alzheimers, and dementia.
And I have NO intention of being homeless. So the hell with the insane retards I will just stay in my apartment and NOT come out unless I'm going to get mail or going in and out of the building.
This has become a bloody Hotel California here.
Just pitiful the 'things' management allows to live her now, truly I'm ashamed to be here and associated with this hell place. But see above as to why I can't move.
August is a F up so far. I'm un happy.
I am worse, that walnut size swelling on the right side of my cheek is now banana size and going all up and down both sides of my face and it throbs like crazy. My kidneys still feel like a mule kicked them my belly feels like a soccer ball My legs are giving out. My vision is clouding over.
I will insist he hospital me tomorrow when I see him.
Now to me myself I do not care if I live or die because I feel so bad, but I want to live for Marie and I want to live for all of you.
So I guess if you still want me around I will try for your sakes not my own.
I love you all.
Did you all watch the I love New Your reunion? Tango withdrew his proposal to Tiffany. That don't make sense.